Dementia

ok fine!
I lost my mind
Could'nt figure out
How could i define
That one thing that led to another
Filling up the spaces
While we held on to each other
In that little shrine
We called "divine"
What was it that fled out in the wild
Leaving you and me grappling for our lives
But thank god its gone
For Im yours
And you are forever mine

Sing for joy, sing for laughter
Sing for a love that’s ever after
Find your heart in that special place
Let it grow to long and crave
For that one single moment
That will be forever safe
In your mind and soul
Away from all that is fake

What is with your fascination with the unknown?
The inexplicable desire to walk alone
The indelible yearning to sing out loud
Mindlessly swimming in the ocean
Of passion and greed

What is with your tolerance for impatience?
The haphazard, chaotic and rich temper
Where you let your mind wander
Along the shore of uncertainty

Let it die, I say
Let it all rest

Sugar sweet makes a bitter mix
For them who have had none
What would you like? They ask
It’s not that difficult, think through
We have everything you need
And nothing you want
Come into the deeper side of us
And we’ll help you get lost
In the maze that you create
It’s hard to explain
The misery you’re in
It’s easy to know, though
You’ll never get out alive

Wanderlust

Here I am waiting for it to be light soon...coz I’m done with the day.

Here I am, sighing out loud, waiting for it to be all gay

Here I am, watching the leaves rustle on the brown tree, hoping it to be green again

Here I am, stretching myself to the limit, wishing I could go further

Here I am, praying for a second life, for there is so much to do

Having lived in black and white, here I am- foggy and grey

I love to hate my state of being

And I hate to love my floating dreams

Here I am, waiting for it to be light soon

Without doubt, I have lost control